Battle between heart and mind

Kashmakash may doobi hue hai Zindagi, faisle ka intjaar hai

Gavahi to dil bhi De rha hai lekin mann ki daleelo ke age sab bekar hai.

Sune to Sune kiski
Dil Ki mann se takrar hai

Dil may izhaar hai to mann may ikrar hai

Sune to Sune kiski
Dil Ki mann se takrar hai

Mann kehta hai bhula DE, lekin dil may yaden hazaar hai

Dil kehta hai maaf Kar du, zindagi ke din chaar hai
Man kehta hai use maaf kaise karu jo mera gunahgaar hai.

Mann ko diya hai ek ghav lekin
Dil Ke ghao pe uske lagay marham beshumar hai.

Kasmakash may doobi hai Zindagi, faisle ka intjaar hai

Sune to Sune kiski
Dil Ki mann se takrar hai

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Wish My Baby …

First of all wishing my all Indians friends happy and prosperous Dhanteras Festival and a great day. I am very happy today not because of the festival day but because of the date 5 November !!!!yes this date is very special for me coz today is the birthday of my baby , my baby means my nephew Abhitej. Pata hai guys meri life may mere parents ke bad agar koi sabse jada important hai to vo hai meri sister , she is my second mother and  I am her first child and 2 years back on the same date I heard this cherishable news that my sister gave birth to a baby boy aur jaise hi maine ye news suni to main aur kuch nai kar pai I instantly starting clapping , I was so happy the tears of happiness filled my eyes and also sad at the same time because I was not with her at that precious moment , But  after 5 days when I reached there and I took the baby in my arms my first words which I said to him was ” Now I am your Second mother and you will be my first child forever and I kissed his little forehead , that moment was magical and I realised the real feeling of becoming MAASI , Maa. We celeberated his 6 month birthday , 1st birthday and today we are celebrating his second birthday and will continue till 100 of his upcoming birthdays . So I want you all to meet my chubby bunny, my baby , my laughing gudda and my jahaan Mr Abhitej. Bless him guys. Love uuh all.

New ME…

Guys , u know what I always used to say to everyone “I will never change coz nature of a person can never change its god gifted , whether it is anger, sensitiveness , funny or loving nature . 1 mahine se main ek depressed life jee rahi thi because of the fight I had with my best friend mujhe nai pata ki is ek mahine may mere andar kya change hua but one day I got a comment from one of my friend who was saying that Seema tu kitna badal gai hai , har waqt gusse may kyu rehti hai hua kya hai tu pehle jaisi rahi hi nai aisa lagta hai koi aur hi hai tu aisi kyu ho gai hai . Us “KYU” ka javab nai tha mere pas but dheere dheere meri family may bhi mujhe kaha gaya ki mera nature change ho gaya hai . My sister called me on phone and asked me the reason about it and I told her “di, I had a fight with my best friend thats why I am little stressed but I will be good soon . But still I was thinking that why I have changed myself when I believe that nature of a person can not be changed .Yesterday when I wrote my blog I was feeling light I thought I will get over it , at night I got a cut on my thumb while I was cutting a cardboard for my craft work and unfortunately at the same time my father called me to sign a paper and because of that cut I ended up doing a wrong signature of mine . My father said ” what happened you have changed your signature or what ? And I told him that because my thumb is hurting while writing my signature is changed aur ye bolte hi mujhe mere us kyu ka Javab Mila jo Tha ki mera nature change kaise ho sakta hai, then I realized ki yes nature change hota Hai bus chot lagne ki deri hai, hath pe lage to signature change ho Jata hai aur dil pe lage to nature change ho Jata hai… True na.

Friendless…. my diary.

A difficult day for me … heavy heart full of pain , Why? kyuki aj mene apni zindagi ka ek hissa khud se alag kar diya , vo hissa jo shayad mujhe sabse pyaara tha , mujhe na dunia ke sare rishton may sirf ek rishte pe pura bharosa tha yakeen tha aur vo rishta tha Dosti ka 7 saal pehle ek dost mila tha mujhe jisne dosti ka asli matlab samjhaya  tha mujhe , ye ahsaas karaya ki best friends vahi nai hote jo har vaqt sath ho jab dosti sacchi hoti hai to distance matter nai karta , dost kahi bhi ho par dosti hamesha sath rehti hai , ek aisa dost mila tha mujhe jisne mujhe ye ahsaas karvaya ki sab ladke ek jaise nai hote . vaise to hume alag hue 2 saal ho gay vo alag jagah aur may lucknow lekin hum tab bhi sath the main hamesha usse kehti thi door rehke bhi dosti kaise nibhai jati hai ye koi tujhse sikhe lekin aj usi dost ko mene apni life se alag kar diya , log relationships may breakup karte hai maine friendship may breakup kiya kyuki pyaar may dhokha mile to itna dard nai hota lekin jab dosti toot jati hai to dil tootne se bhi jada dard hota hai . Logo ki life may love stories hoti hai meri life ki story bhi friendstory hai . But ya today I will say this that Girls please don’t make a guy your best friend and guys please don’t make a girl your best friend ,  I have seen number of people who believe that a girl and a boy can never be just friends and I was like stop this rubbish aisa kuch nai hota it’s just a silly dialog of a vintage type movie stop applying those reel life dialoges in your real life , I never believed it but today I did  coz someone forced me to believe it and hurted me . So if u are in a same situation make this clear , kahi aisa na ho ki ap dost hi samajhte reh jao aur baat kahi aur hi khatm ho.

Akelapan…Zaroori hai

Maine kai logo ko dekha hai jo kehte hai unhe akela hona akele rehna acha nai lagta ,infact un kai logo may main bhi hu ,sorry thi . Ha ek point tha jab mujhe akelepan ke ahsaas se dar lagta tha , pata hai school may jab kabhi mere friends absent hua karte the to may apni class ke un logo ke sath time spend karti thi jinhe may  pasand nai karti thi, but akele na baithna pade is dar se karna padta tha , lekin phir meri life may vo lamha aya jab mujhe apne is dar ka samna karna pada , school may 9 th class may thi tab main ,ek din jo log mere dil ke kareeb the vo mujhse door ho gay ,mere un khas doston ne dusre school main transfer le liya aur mujhse alag ho gaye  aur may us ahsaas may doob gai jaha main ye sochti ki ab may akeli ho gai, kai rat to main soi nai , khoob sara roi jo log mujhse dur hue the vo mere sabse khas the kareeb the , lekin kya jinse main door hue hu unhe meri koi fikr thi …..shayad nahi kyuki alag hone ke bad 2 hafton tak un logon ne mujhse bat nai ki , maine try kiya but but nai ho pai , ek din rat may mujhe yad hai 2:45 am ho rahe the aur main jag rahi thi aur yahi soch rahi thi ki un logon ne mujhe ek bar bhi yad nai kiya ,us rat main akele terrace pe gai jabki mujhe aise dar lagta tha aur jake farsh pe baith gai aur anken band kar li tab mujhe ye ahsaas hua ki ye akelepan ka dar hume kitna kamjor bana deta hai , hum khud ko bhool jate hai aur har insaan may ek sahaara dhoondne lagte hai vo sahaara jo kabhi hume akela nai chodega , aur us sahaare ko dhoondne ke chakkar main hum selfish ban jate hai un logo se jud jate hai jo shayad judne ke layak nai hote , jaisa mera case tha mene un doston ke mera sabse acha dost mana tha unki galtiyan bhi najarandaj ki taki ye log mujhse door na ho jay aur aise may kya hota hai humari self respect kahi kho jati hai . Us rat mujhe ye ahsaas hua ki akele hona bhi jaruri hai bahut jaruri hai kyuki akelepan ka vo ahsaas hume khud se mila deta hai , dunia ki bheed sahaara dhoondte dhoondte jo kho jata hai us wajood se mila deta hai , hume apne ap se roobaru karata hai aur us dar ki kamjori ko khatm kar deta hai tabse maine ye realise kiya ki nai main akele reh sakti hu mujhe sath ke liye sahaare ki jarurat nai hai main apni dosti ke liye unhi logo ko choose karungi jo iske layak honge uske liye phir agar akela hi rehna pade to koi bat nai .Tab se loneliness naam ke bhoot ka dar mere andar khatm ho gaya , infact aj ki date may mujhe akele rehna hi jada pasand hai jabki ab mere pas aise dost hai jo mere bina nai reh sakte lekin main unhe bhi yahi sikhati hu ki akela hona acha hota hai kyu…ab to ap jaan hi gay ho yar . To ap bhi kuch vaqt nikalo akela karo khud ko aur apne aap se milo. apke sath bhi kuch aisa hua hai to share jarur karna guys .Thanks

Aisa Kyu Hota Hai….

Kabhi kabhi aisa kyun hota hai , Jo apna lage vahi paraya ho jata hai .

Kabhi kabhi aisa kyun hota hai, Jo dost lage vahi dushman ho jata hai .

Kabhi kabhi aisa kyu hota hai , Jise paana chaho vahi kho jata hai.

Kabhi kabhi aisa kyu hota hai, Jo Khaab ankhen har pal dekhe vahi toot jata hai .

Kabhi kabhi aisa kyu hota hai , Jise hasaao vahi rula deta hai .

Kabhi kabhi aisa kyu hota hai , Khushi ki umeed rakhne vaalon se hi gam milta hai .

Kabhi kabhi aisa kyu hota hai, Jisse beintha pyar karo vahi nafrat karta hai.

Khud se aksar is kyu ka javab puchte the, tab ek din zindagi ne  muskura kaha,

Kabhi aisa bhi hota hai , Koi paraya apno se bhi apna ho jata hai .

kabhi aisa bhi hota hai , jisse koi umeed nai hoti vo sapne sach kar deta hai .

Kabhi aisa bhi hota hai , Jise hume zindagi se nikalna chahe vahi humari zindagi ban jata hai , aisa Kyu.

 Zindagi ek kitab hai jiske har panne pe ek naya pehlu ek nai kahani hoti hai jab tak kitab puri na padho to kisi bhi “Kyu” ka javab nai milega aur jis din us kitab ke akhiri panne pe pahuch jaoge to javab janne ke liye koi “Kyu” nai hoga .

Aur phir ek lamha vo bhi hoga jab puchne ke liye saval nai hoga lekin har saval ke javaab anginat honge.

Meet Him!!! The person who completes me…

Hey lovely people how are you, Kafi din ho gay na mile , but today I am finally going to tell you about that person whose name completes SI-YA. Vaise mera naam to pata hi hai ap sabko mera real name Seema hai koi koi Sima bhi spell karta hai , vo naam jisse siya ke naam ke second half bana hai vo hai “SATYA” and I am glad to tell you that he is my dearest Father… May unhe daddy cool kehti hu because he is cool , freemind , carefree bilkul meri tarah ya ye kahu ki main bilkul unki tarah hu . Aj mene socha ki is post may main “About me” likhu , siya se to ap sabka introduction ho chuka hai but today I am going to introduce you with the real me Seema Tiwari .

Lets Start with some quick person details , I am an Indian and I live in Lucknow(U.P) , Sultanpur is my native place But I was born in Delhi . You can wish me Happy birthday on 10 April (1996). I know both hindi and english language but prefer to speak in hindi .Now let’s go for some details.

  1. Education – Well I am in my final year of B.com and ya I am an IAS  aspirant .Business studies and entrepreneurship are my favorite subjects , I hate accounts and I have Maths phobia too, I know this is funny but ya its true what to do.
  2. Work– Yes I do, I have my own startup of marketing and promotion , though its been only 6 months but we are doing good.
  3.  Hobbies- Lots of hobbies , music is my world I am addicted to it , main khane ke bina reh sakti hu music ke bina no chance , I listen both hindi and english music but I love hindi songs more. Rahat Fateh ali khan is my favorite singer and sufi songs is my favorite genre. Along with that I love to sing , though I am not a good singer but still love to sing and I also record my songs, thanks to Starmaker apk , I use this Karaok apk and try to sing. I will share those links also .Another one is writing , I want to confess that I am not a professional writer but vo kehte hai na “Soch ko Bayan karne ke liye lafzon ki nai ahsaas ki zarurat hoti hai “, and through WordPress I am trying to do the same so please don’t mind If I write something wrongly. I also love reading novels , painting , travel , and of course having fun like Zindagi milegi na dobara .
  4. Favourits– Blue and black are my favourite colours , Deepika Padukone and Ranbir kapoor are my favorite movie actors and as I watch some tv serials also so I am a big fan of Ravi dubey and Tejassvi Praksah , You can say Ravi dubey is my fist love . Imagine dragons and one direction are my favorite English music bands. Love shopping  of watches, shoes and sunglasses thats all.
  5. Dislikes– I don,t like to cook , my mom kept on saying beta khana banana sikh le kaam ayga but my reaction is ofo ma ap ho na mujhe khana khilane ke liye to mujhe sikhne ki kya jarurat , (emotional blackmail) . Another dislike is I don’t like to do makeup sacchai batau to mujhe vo har kam jo normally ladkiya karti hai nai pasand jaise makeup, sajna savarna ,  suits , sarees, short dresses ,gowns se apni almari bhar ke rakhna , dolls ka collection kuch bhi nai pasand infact main bachpan may bhi kabhi dolls se nai kheli , I am a girl but mostly behave like a boy my friends say , ise body to ladki ki mil gai lekin iska dil aur dimag ladke ka hai iske andar ek ladka chupa hai , funny na ab kya kahun , hum to bhai jaise hai vaise rahenge.
  6. Family – I live in a nuclear family , Including My father, mother, elder brother , elder sister . My brother is married and having a son , and my sister is also married and having a son too ,so in short brother and sister are married and settled and I am the youngest and single person of our family . My family is a happy complete family consisting  bhaiya bhabhi , didi jiju , ma papa , and 2 cute nephews ,one says bua one says masi.Oh my god its feel so good.
  7. Signature outfit – Yes I have my signature outfit I wear jacket/shrugs/waistcoat  with all my dresses with  broad leather or beads wrist bracelet , even on some day if I wear Kurti I wear jacket with it too .
  8. Friends – Not much , Having far friends
  9. Boyfreind/ Love/ Relationships – Iske bare may will talk later ….
  10. Strength and Weakness – My strength is that I am a very daring person not afraid of anything even death ,My confidence is my biggest power , I live on a principal of I can do anything and I will . My weakness is only one ,i.e I am a sort or emotional person with sensitive heart thats’it.

So this is my full biodata, I thought you should know about me first so that we can connect even more better .Let me know if you guys having anything common like me . See you soon …..

Ahsaason se dushmani…

Ahsaason se dushmani si ho Gai hai ,
Khushi gum si lagti hai,
Khwahishe bhram si lagti hai.
Dard ka Dera laga hai dil may,
Ankhen Nam si lagti hai.
Alfaz gum hai mere, dhadkan Kam si lagti hai,
Zakhmo ka hua hai kuch aisa Asar
Ab zindagi bhi Har pal maut si lagti hai…..

Siya…

Happy dussehra…..

Hey guys , wishing you a happy dussehra and advanced happy diwali..

Guys I had asked a question from you all but didn’t got any reply but that’s ok , I know it will take time to create that bonding and engagement but still love you friends and my future friends. Guys I am not writing much today i just wanted to tell you all that I prefer to write in hindi language  coz I think that these type of writings where stories, poems are included ,can be better expressed in hindi , after all hindi is our mother language, so hope you dont have any problem if I write in hindi language. Ohk lovely people will meet you soon and sorry I am not able to write much but for sure once the festival are over will meet you with lots of experiences, stories.

Vo kya hai na batana to bahut kuch hai but samajh nai aa rha ki shuru kha se karu to tab may soch lungi ki mujhe shuruat kha se karni hai . Aj phir se vahi question , siya ke naam ko pura karne vala insan kon hai , comment box may batao . Aur gate raho is blog ka tagline song , BATEN KUCH ANKAHI SI KUCH ANSUNI SI HONE LAGI , KABOO DIL PE RAHA NA HASTI HAMARI KHONE LAGI. Aur yar apni kahani apni feelings ko chupao mat balki zahir karo , share karo .Love u , see u soon..

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