Akelapan…Zaroori hai

Maine kai logo ko dekha hai jo kehte hai unhe akela hona akele rehna acha nai lagta ,infact un kai logo may main bhi hu ,sorry thi . Ha ek point tha jab mujhe akelepan ke ahsaas se dar lagta tha , pata hai school may jab kabhi mere friends absent hua karte the to may apni class ke un logo ke sath time spend karti thi jinhe may  pasand nai karti thi, but akele na baithna pade is dar se karna padta tha , lekin phir meri life may vo lamha aya jab mujhe apne is dar ka samna karna pada , school may 9 th class may thi tab main ,ek din jo log mere dil ke kareeb the vo mujhse door ho gay ,mere un khas doston ne dusre school main transfer le liya aur mujhse alag ho gaye  aur may us ahsaas may doob gai jaha main ye sochti ki ab may akeli ho gai, kai rat to main soi nai , khoob sara roi jo log mujhse dur hue the vo mere sabse khas the kareeb the , lekin kya jinse main door hue hu unhe meri koi fikr thi …..shayad nahi kyuki alag hone ke bad 2 hafton tak un logon ne mujhse bat nai ki , maine try kiya but but nai ho pai , ek din rat may mujhe yad hai 2:45 am ho rahe the aur main jag rahi thi aur yahi soch rahi thi ki un logon ne mujhe ek bar bhi yad nai kiya ,us rat main akele terrace pe gai jabki mujhe aise dar lagta tha aur jake farsh pe baith gai aur anken band kar li tab mujhe ye ahsaas hua ki ye akelepan ka dar hume kitna kamjor bana deta hai , hum khud ko bhool jate hai aur har insaan may ek sahaara dhoondne lagte hai vo sahaara jo kabhi hume akela nai chodega , aur us sahaare ko dhoondne ke chakkar main hum selfish ban jate hai un logo se jud jate hai jo shayad judne ke layak nai hote , jaisa mera case tha mene un doston ke mera sabse acha dost mana tha unki galtiyan bhi najarandaj ki taki ye log mujhse door na ho jay aur aise may kya hota hai humari self respect kahi kho jati hai . Us rat mujhe ye ahsaas hua ki akele hona bhi jaruri hai bahut jaruri hai kyuki akelepan ka vo ahsaas hume khud se mila deta hai , dunia ki bheed sahaara dhoondte dhoondte jo kho jata hai us wajood se mila deta hai , hume apne ap se roobaru karata hai aur us dar ki kamjori ko khatm kar deta hai tabse maine ye realise kiya ki nai main akele reh sakti hu mujhe sath ke liye sahaare ki jarurat nai hai main apni dosti ke liye unhi logo ko choose karungi jo iske layak honge uske liye phir agar akela hi rehna pade to koi bat nai .Tab se loneliness naam ke bhoot ka dar mere andar khatm ho gaya , infact aj ki date may mujhe akele rehna hi jada pasand hai jabki ab mere pas aise dost hai jo mere bina nai reh sakte lekin main unhe bhi yahi sikhati hu ki akela hona acha hota hai kyu…ab to ap jaan hi gay ho yar . To ap bhi kuch vaqt nikalo akela karo khud ko aur apne aap se milo. apke sath bhi kuch aisa hua hai to share jarur karna guys .Thanks

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