Kuch is tarah 2 (my diary)

continued…..

mujhe Lucknow aye abhi 4 mahine hi hue the, ek din mirza ka msg aya “She is the one”

mujhe ishara to mil gaya lekin main confirm nahi thi , khushi bhi thi aur confusion bhi maine use call kiya aur usse pucha ki msg ka matlab kya tha , ye baat aur thi ki mujhe samajh aa gaya tha ki vo kya kehna chahta hai but main usse sunna chahti thi aur phone pe usne mujhe bataya ki kisi ladki ne use propose kiya hai , mujhe bat hajam nai hue , obviously yar I  ladka ladki ko propose kare ye to normal hai lekin ladki ladke ko kare ye bahut kam sunne ko milta hai . Main sab janna chahti thi lekin maine use pehla saval ye pucha ki tu koi prank to nai kar raha na lekin uski awaj se lag raha tha ki vo bahut khush tha aur khushi jhooti nai ho sakti , usne bataya ki college ki ek ladki use first day se pasand thi use us ladki pe crush tha  usi ki class may thi . Maine usse pucha ki ye baat tune mujhe abhi tak kyu nai batai to usne kha main khud sure nai tha tujhe kya batata  crush to kisi pe bhi ho jata hai maine uski bat man li . Inaayat , naam sunte hi mene pucha muslim hai , usne kha ha us din ka final truth ye tha ki inaayat jise mirza college ki first day se pasand karta tha aur propose karne vala tha usne mirza ko hi propose kar diya , uski baaton se uski khushi ka andaja lagaya ja sakta tha aur main , main itni khush thi ki man kar raha tha naachu I was so happy all I could say was photo de , usne mujhe apni aur inaayat ki pic di , she was beautiful , maine phir use phone kiya aur pucha ki relationship goals kya hai kyuki mirza to hindu tha aur inaayat muslim but usne ye keh ke taal diya ki abhi itna door ka nai socha hai maine I love her thats it maine bhi usse aur jada kuch nai pucha main itna khush thi maine apne sare doston ko phone karke bataya ki mirza is not single now , asli khushi mujhe is baat ki thi ki atleast ab finally koi mera aur mirza ka naam sath may nai jodega I was relaxed because he was happy . But uske baad se meri aur mirza ki baaten aur kam ho gai kabhi kabhi aisa hota ki vo free nai hota to kabhi may busy rehti , mails ka reply bhi nai kar pate the aur jab mere pas time hota to main ye soch ke ruk jati ki use thoda time dena chahiye , he should spend time with inaayat taki unki relationship strong ho aur serious ho , phir to mahine may 2 se 3 bar 3 se 4 min ki baten hoti thi bus jisme adha time hum inaayat ki baat karte the , main khush thi kuch mahine bad usne bataya ki vo aur mere kuch aur dost vacations pe ja rahe hai goa , mujhe bhi invite kiya but main busy thi meri ek aur dost thi jise main mirza ke bad apna sabse acha dost kehti thi aashi , vo bhi mirza ke saath hydrabad may hi thi vo sab goa ja rahe the aashi ne bataya ki is trip pe sab single aynge koi apne gf ya bf ko sath nai layga , ek tarah se reunion holiday thi but main nai ja pai bad may aashi ne bataya  ki pure group may sirf mirza hai jo apni gf yaani inayat ko saath le gaya tha jisse baki sab thoda uncomfortable the , maine use samjhaya ki yaar nai nai bonding hai strong hone do aur bonding strong karne ke liye sath may time spend karna jaruri hota hai iske liye holiday perfect hai . so finally aashi , mirza , inaayat aur mere school ke 4 dost aur nikal pade goa ke liye . Suddenly usi samay ek din maine aashi ko phone kiya u hi casually aur maine usse meri baat mirza se karanae ke liye kaha tab usne mujhe bataya ki vo aur inaayat vaapas chale gay maine usse pucha ki itni jaldi kaise tumhari trip to 7 days ki thi aur abhi to 3 din hi hue hai , tab usne mujhe bataya ki mirza aur inaayat ka jhagda ho gaya aur vo chale gay , main thodi tensed ho gai maine socha abhi abhi to dono ki bonding hue hai aise may ladai kyu hue main janna chahti thi I was worried for him and for inaayat too , use phone laga rahi thi but vo recieve nai kar raha tha , main soch rahi thi ki kaash mere paas inaayat ka number hota to main usse hi baat karke jaan leti ki hua kya hai . Maine kai bar mirza se number manga uska but usne diya hi nai , de dunga ye keh ke taal diya , aashi se number manga to uske paas bhi nai tha , main thoda pareshan ho gai thi ki kya hua hoga , kafi din ho gaye meri mirza se baat nai ho pai thi  main inaayat ka number dhoondne may lagi thi badi mushkil se uski ek instagram post pe luckily mujhe uska number mil gaya . Mujhe usse baat karni thi par samajh nai aa raha tha ki kaise karu kyuki maine kabhi usse baat nai ki thi aur ab aise may jab un dono ki ladai ho gai hai to main baat kaise karu aur kya baat karu . But main mirza ke liye pareshan thi kyuki vo emotional bhi tha aur gusse wala bhi use jaldi gussa nai aata but jab aata hai to use sambhalna mushkil hota hai ye sab soch ke mujhe mirza ki chinta ho rahi thi , maine sab kuch bhool ke inaayat ka number dial kiya mujhe nai pata tha ki jo mujhe pata chalne vala hai vo meri life badal dega .

to be continued…

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