Kuch is tarah (My diary)

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Here I am starting ,guys main bahut jada deep may ya details may nai jaungi coz jitna main yad karungi utna mujhe hurt hoga , shayad main ye story likhti bhi nai but ye unlogo ke liye hai jinhe lagta hai mera decision galat hai , I request u all to read and tell me whether I am wrong or not aur agar ap meri jagah hote to kya karte..

Meri mirza se dosti 2011 october may coaching may hue thi , schools alag the but coaching same thi , vo tha to hindu but use muslim naam bahut pasand the , mujhe pata chala ki once upon a time in mumbai movie uski favorite hai tab maine uska naam mirza rakh diya jo use bahut pasand tha , vo alag tha sare ladkon jaisa nai tha , puri coaching may vo ek aisa akela ladka tha jo ladkiyon se sharmata tha , sir thoda sa daat se to ankhon se ansu nikal jate the itna emotional tha , khoon dekh kar darta tha itna sensitive tha aur dost ke liye pao tudva le rishte aise nibhata tha , ladka aur ladki dost ho sakte hai ye baat samajhne wala insan tha, aisa ladka jispe ladki trust kar sakti thi , aur vo mera best friend tha main apne apko lucky maanti thi , meri aur mirza ki bonding bahut achi thi , we both were best of friends sabse hatke , coaching may baki friends hum logo pe bahut sare comments karte the , jai veeru , dharam veer , gulab jamun aise aise naam mile the hume humare group may sab relationship may the ek main aur mirza hi single the to kai bar log kehte ye dono single nai hai ye dono ek dusre ko date kar rahe hai etc etc tab mirza bolta ek kam karte hai main isse rakhi bandva leta hu tab koi hume couple nai bolega , tab main kehti thi jisko bolna hoga vo tab bhi bolega aur kisi ke soch change karne ke liye hum apna rishta nai change karenge tujhe pata hai main teri dost hu mujhe bhi pata hai tu mera dost hai , baki jisko jo sochna hai sochne do ab main sabko bhai to nahi bana lungi na , ye keh ke taal deti thi par aj afsos hota hai . Aise hi chalta raha kabhi kabhi to hum dono itna pareshan ho jate the ki hum ek dusre se hi ladne lagte thi ki tu abhi tak single kyu hai , tu apne liye koi gf dhoond jaldi taki mera peecha chute aur mirza bhi mujhe yahi kehta aur hum ek dusre se ladte yha tak ki mene use coaching ki kai single ladkiya suggest ki lekin vo bewakoof ladkiyon se sharmata itna tha ki kuch nai ho pata tha , phir school khatm hua hum log khush the ki logo ke silly comments se peecha chutega , but ittefaq aisa tha  ki college main bhi hum saath the aur school ke kai friends bhi. Phir ek din maine use bataya ki main lucknow shift ho rahi hu , door hone ka dukh bhi tha aur khushi bhi thi kyuki mere liye mera career hamesha se first priority raha hai , hum alag ho rahe the uska dukh is khushi se thoda jada tha but life hai sabko age badhna hota hai yahi sochti thi phir kuch din bad usne bataya ki vo bhi hydrabad ja raha hai  vahi se studies continue karega hum dono ab usi situation may the but life was good Lucknow jane se pehle main usse mili thi to mene dekha tha uski ankhon may ansu the , aur vo pagla to aisa tha ki mujhse bhi sharmata tha . Humari dosti may yahi to alag tha kehne ko hum best friends the lekin aisa nai hota tha ki hum ek dusre se chipke rehte ho ,humne bahut jada time ek saath nai bitaya hum sirf coaching may milte the aur bad may college may, humne ek dusre ko kabhi hug tak nai kiya tha jada khush hote the to hifi aur handshake bus yahi tak simit thi humari dosti but that day jab mujhe agle din lucknow jana tha vo ro raha tha uski ankhon may ansu se jo vo chupa raha tha aur bus itna hi keh paya tere bina main kya karunga , 6 saal ki dosti may pehli bar usne mujhe hug kiya tha us din , kehne ko sirf 20 second ki jhappi thi vo but humare emotions hazaron aansuon ke zariye humari ankhon se beh rahe the , mene khud  ko control karke yahi kaha tu mera best friend hai aur humesha rahega mene usse promise kiya ki uske bad main kisi ko apna best friend nai banaungi aur jaate jaate uska mood theek karne ke liye mene use kha aur mujhe tab tak phone mat karna jab tak tu kisi ko apni girlfriend na bana le , tu jab tak single rahe na mujhse baat mat karna aur is baat pe hum dono has pade agle din may lucknow aa gai aur kuch dino bad vo bhi hydrabad chala gaya , tab bhi kabhi kabhi humare friends phone karke hume tease karte ki dono ek hi jagah gay hai pacca aur phir humara reaction hota tha hey bhagwan kha phas gay , dheere dheere life track pe aai hum apni apni life may busy ho gay , mujhe lucknow aye 1 saal ho gaya is digital world may jha humare pas whatsapp hai , video call facility hai , calling hai vha meri aur mirza ki baaten humare professional mail ids pe mail ke zariye hoti thi , phone pe kabhi 1 min se jada bat hue hi nai  hafte beet jate the humari baat hue ,aur whatsapp pe to humara naamonishan nai tha , but dosti vaisi hi thi kyuki hum hamesha kehte the jab bonding strong ho to distance matter nai karta. Door the but paas the we were happy . But kehte hai na insaan ki soch badalne may vaqt nai lagta , kabhi kabhi insan dusron ki baaton se itna influence ho jata hai ki use khud ko nai samajh ata ki vo sahi kar raha hai ya galat , meri aur mirza ki dosti may ye kuch log u aye ki sab badal gaya ……

to be continued…

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